I'm not dead I just forgot about LJ and once I logged in and saw my inbow I was like nope! but I finally cleaned it -_-

had a dream about Kyle again , I was at this pier watching a fight between Snake and Kirby (like Brawl but irl) and I don't know how but my phone fell in the water and someone tried to get it but pushed it down instead so I started to cry and when I opened my eyes Kyle was holding onto me asking me what was wrong, I told him and he held me like a baby, it was kinda weird yet sweet, then my parents arrived out of no where and asked about something but now Kyle has his head on top of mine and his arms around my chest, my parents decided to leave then I forgot what happened after that, I also had a dream about Jeff Bridges and John Lennon, I think Jeff took me to the store but I lost him and I saw John and he was talking to my family , like a family reunion xD

:B yup <3 Gumshoe and 2 Meryl ones and a Snake one

Welp I stayed home all day today because yesterday I got my period and got terrible cramps so I've been in bed doing nothing but be on the computer. But I woke up at 11 and saw that no one was home but my mom came home from eating breakfast w/my dad and brought me leftovers which were good; potatoes, eggs and bacon then I went on my computer till two watching a scary walkthrough of Amnesia then I got a headache so I took a nap till about 4 and went back on the computer to continue watching it. My mom went to the mall? with my dad and got Chinese food for dinner ate some of that was good and was watching The Colbert Report to get up to date with him. Been on the computer doing stuff/nothing now I'm talking on skype with my Aaron and listening to Adult Swim music while Kyle randomly texted me right now which was weird 0.o

I'm going to try and write everyday but it's all going to sound the same :/

* white tiger kigu <3
* Nyow in a box icon from my bestie Faux <33
* cookie jar w/cookies
* chocolate truffles
* $25 to Ruby’s
* $50 to a spa
* $100 to Barnes & Noble’s :3
* lotion to help me sleep/relax
* new sexy boots
* a huge pack of strings to make my bracelets
* a furfag shirt (which is awesome)
* a mini Munny
* white tiger pjs
* 2 pairs of warm fuzzy white tiger socks
* 1 pair of red and white socks
* a 4g flash drive
* a computer mouse for my laptop
* fleece bedsheets
* a Chimchar stylus
* a Wolverine Christmas ornament
* 10 Wolverine comics
* a Hoverboard from Back To The Future ( D: from my stalker)

I actually had a sexy dream about Snake & Meryl it was quite funny but I'm sure you don't want to hear about it

I had another dream where I was with my best friend Kero and I had to drive for some reason but I was in the passenger seat ( I always have these kind of dreams) and I was driving horribly of course, then I forgot what happened later xP

STEP ONE
- Make a post to your journal. The post should contain your list of ten holiday wishes. The wishes can be anything at all, from simple and fandom-related to medium (“I wish for _____ on DVD”) to really big (“All I want for Christmas is a new car/computer/house/TV”). The important thing is to make sure these wishes are things you really, truly want.
- If you wish for real life things (not fics or icons), make sure you include some sort of contact info in your post, whether it’s your address or just your email address where Santa (or one of his elves) can get in touch with you. Your home address is not required!
- Make sure you post some version of these guidelines in your journal, or link to this post (it’ll be public) so that the holiday joy will spread.



STEP TWO
- Surf around your friends list (or friendsfriends, or just random journals) to see who has posted their list. And now, here’s the important part…
- If you see a wish you can grant, and it’s in your heart to do so, make someone’s wish come true. Sometimes one person’s trash is another’s treasure, and if you have a leather jacket you don’t want or a gift certificate you won’t use - or even know where you could get someone’s dream purebred Basset Hound for free - do it.
- You needn’t spend money on these wishes unless you want to. The point isn’t to put people out, it’s to provide everyone a chance to be someone else’s holiday elf - to spread the joy. Gifts can be made anonymously or not - it’s your call. There are no guarantees with this project, and no strings attached. Just… wish, and it might come true. Give and you might receive. You’ll have the joy of knowing you made someone’s holiday special.

1. a PS3 (not going to happen)

2. art of Nyow (http://tiny.cc/nyowref) or Nyow & Solid Snake (http://tiny.cc/snakeref)

art can be anything from icons, doodles, sketches, badges, etc

3. a giant fursuit size bandanna (camo colour)

4. money

5. for my next fursuit to be done soon xD

6. anything to do with X-Men (mostly Storm & Wolverine), Star Wars (Han Solo), Indiana Jones, Back To The Future (Marty McFly)

this can be art,glossy photos, movie posters, t-shirts, stickers, figures, keychains, etc

7. white tiger (or most commonly “zebra”) zentai with removeable hands (so I can wash my hands while in it)

8. happiness :C

Got to finally hang out w/Blue alone. I mean like hanging with everyone but I like to spend time with one friend at a time. Anyways Blue picked me up and we went to her house ate lunch, talked about back in the day like baby grade and waited for it to get cooler so we could suit around. Went around the neighborhood got some lovely comments and this scary person that took our pictures from a million miles away twice D: went back to the house played L4D , I failed as Francis Dx Walked to Yogurt Land came back to the house and left for my place. All in all it was fun and relaxing and I liked just talking casually with Blue :3

ZOMG I CAN'T BELIEVE I PASSED MY DRIVING TEST, I'M SOOOOOOO HAPPY <33333

I don't have problems >_>